Disappeared Again But With Great News To Tell

OK, ready for some great news? I'm 6 weeks pregnant! And I actually saw my baby. On the ultrasound machine just today. A perfect bean shape with a little beating heart inside! I never felt so happy in my whole life. Who would ever thought that such a tiny thing could make me feel like this???




The funny thing about it is. I made a New Year's resolution to start over and really get into a diet this year and maybe lose 30-40 lbs. Looks like I won't be losing any.

Maybe I should just close this blog and start another or maybe I should just keep writing. I don't know. I just know that my pregnancy is a blessing. And besides, I already am on a special diet. NO junk food. NO coffee. No alcohol...not that I drink. I don't except maybe on a few special occasions when I feel like chugging a few. Oh and no work after 10 in the evening.

Let's see how it goes.

OK, What Happened?

I guess I need to do some explaining. I disappeared in the middle of all this and just left without a word. I didn't even put a BRB sign to let you peeps know when I will be back. Sorry guys. I honestly fucked up.

I got distracted.
I got too busy.
I just woke up and decided to live my life free as a bird. No diet. No exercise. Nothing.

Did it make me any happier? No, it didn't. I actually gained a few more pounds.

So what now? Just leave it at that? NOPE.

I'm starting over. BUT I want it to make some progress this time and I want to keep track of everything.

First, some updates!! I have been counting calories for two weeks now. 1200-1500 calories a day and then a bit of exercise here and there. Great start? Yep, great start!!

The 30th of the month will be my official weigh-in day. I want a super clean slate so I'll be starting January. Perfect time, everyone will be too tired to do any more partying! And I won't have to do any more cooking! Bleh